Just trying to find something to stop my heart from hurting!
How many songs total:
1263How many hours or days of music:
3.4 days
Sort By Song Title
First Song: A.S.A.P - Bardot
Last Song: 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
Sort By Time
Shortest Song: We are Cheer Leaders - Bring It On Movie
Longest Song: Unwritten - Natasha BedingfieldSort By Album
First Album: Albertine - Brooke Fraser
Last Album: 21st Century Break Down - Green Day
Top Five Most Played Songs:Tell Me Why - Taylor Swift
White Horse - Taylor SwiftYou’re Not Sorry - Taylor Swift
Forever & Always - Taylor Swift
Breathe - Taylor SwiftFirst Song That Comes Up On Shuffle:
Heaven On Earth - Britney Spears
Search The Following & State How Many Songs Come Up:
Death - 2
Life - 55
Love - 130
Hate - 7
You - 183
Sex - 18
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1. I like Radiohead.
2. I walk up the stairs two at a time.
3. I have witnessed a moshpit.
4. I have experienced a moshpit.
5. I once caught a fish on vacation.
6. I have punched/attacked a teacher.
7. I have seen someone die.
8. I have made fried dough.
9. I have been in a New York City taxi.
10. My hair is its natural color.
11. A movie has made me cry.
12. A book has made me cry.
13. A song has made me cry.
14. I have been saved by a lifeguard.
15. I am for the death penalty.
16. There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
17. I know someone else who attempted suicide.
18. I don’t show my emotions.
19. I am a pessimist.
20. I usually have no self confidence.
21. People have told me they trust me.
22. There is a TV in this room.
23. I am next to a window.
24. I have given directions to someone in a car.
25. Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet.
26. I’m a perfectionist.
27. I usually try not to bring attention to myself.
28. My parents want to know what I have for homework.
29. We sometimes watch musicals in music class.
30. I’m using a mac computer.
31. I’m home alone.
32. I’m an oldest child.
33. I have a belt on.
34. It’s studded.
35. I have plans for today.
36. We’re allowed to chew gum at school.
37. I live for summer.
38. Sometimes I act like I have OCD.
39. I could people-watch all day.
40. I’ve tried to be a vegetarian.
41. Really skinny people annoy me.
42. Lime green is an awesome color.
43. I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist.
44. I can know someone’s scent and know they’re near me.
45. My parent(s) is/are a health freak.
46. I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer.
47. I know the difference between its and it’s.
48. Dr. Pepper is my favorite soda.
49. I can get very annoyed by happy people.
50. I wish my hair was naturally curly.
51. I’m sarcastic a lot.
52. I’m at least a little bit Irish.
53. I don’t tell people’s secrets.
54. I don’t like the name Peg.
55. I’ve slipped on a banana peel.
56. I’m very ticklish.
57. I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead.
58. I wear my pajama pants to school.
59. Swallowing pills is difficult for me.
60. I get scared in elevators.
61. I’ve been in a car for 7 hours straight.
62. I like going on the subway.
63. I’ve seen the same movie twice in a row.
64. Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery.
65. I have fallen down the stairs.
66. I prefer pools to oceans.
67. I have stayed up until 2:00 doing homework the whole time.
68. I’ve cried myself to sleep.
69. It would almost be worth breaking a leg to use crutches.
70. I’ve fainted in public.
71. I hate bermuda shorts.
72. Big lips are attractive.
73. I like milk in my tea.
74. I never wear skirts.
75. My nails are fake.
76. I can swear in different languages.
77. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day.
78. A stranger has tried to give me money.
79. Lipstick is uncomfortable.
80. My favorite band broke up.
81. I have some friends in my neighborhood.
82. I pack my own lunches for school.
83. I hate words with too many consonants together.
84. I’ve went three days without taking a shower.
85. Laptop mouses are impossible.
86. I have dropped something today.
87. My away message is always up to avoid people.
88. I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people.
89. People have complimented my handwriting.
90. I know what aperture and shutter speed are.
91. I say like a lot, even though I try not to.
92. My pinkies are crooked.
93. I have a sibling in college.
94. I’ve danced in the rain before.
95. I know who wrote Great Expectations.
96. I don’t know how to do the laundry.
97. I hate doing the dishes.
98. I make index cards for school even when they’re not required.
99. I love making microwave s’mores
100. I have meditated before.
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Finding somebody to love isn’t the issuse… it’s finding somebody to love you back
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My favourite girl =]
I think there must be something wrong with me.
It’s like I have this obsession with appearing like I’m totally fine and like nothing effects me, like I want to be perceived as invincable.
The truth is I’m far from it. I hurt, I hurt more and more every single day.
Everything with R is becoming almost too much to deal with and I know I can continue to smile and tell everyone I’m fine, but I’m having trouble convincing even myself of this these days.
It makes me wonder if I don’t even believe it does anyone else? I thought it would all get better with time, you know time is supposed to heal our wounds not stretch them out and make them hurt more. It seems this is the effect its having on me. Sometimes it hurts so much that i feel like I can’t breathe.
In the past week there has been at least three times when I’ve had to leave a room or stop a conversation because I know that if I don’t I will just break down then and there.
I thought the endless nights of crying myself to sleep were over and done with but it appears they’re back and it’s just too much for me.
I thought my little distraction with M would take the pain away, give me something else to focus on I didn’t realise he would leave me with a whole new bag of issues to deal with. I feel so used in this situation and yet again I have no idea what I did wrong.
I find myself making decisions I know I probably shouldn’t make but go along with anyway.
The old me wouldn’t be ok with half of the things I’m doing so why do I keep doing them? It doesn’t seem to be fixing anything.
I want you back or, I want me back…either would be fine ‘cause I dont know how to do what I’m doing anymore.
Tomorrow is the first day of winter! Can’t wait till Christmas:)))))))
Ohhhh you tragic people who like the winter. :P.
Today is our first day of summer! Can’t wait till christmas by the pool =]
I miss you more than ever this weekend.
So much that my heart physically hurts.
Someone please make it go away?
